I am an Addict

I thought for sure I would be one of those brides who takes control over every detail, who loses sleep over the color of the napkins, and who schemes up ways to get everything she wants for "her big day". However, something funny happened, I am not that way about this at all. I could care less and find myself saying, "eh...it's only ONE day", or ,"as long as there's beer. " But something happened. I find myself addicted to Weddingbook. It is like the gossip and drama I never had. I silently judge, or sometimes verbally attack girls who post their drama on wedding boards. It started as something I would occasionally look at, but lately I can't stop. "Her dress is ugly"..."Who dwells on that?"..."What a sap"...are thoughts that frequently cross my mind. There are others like me. Some of the girls have gotten married and still frequent the site. I hope I can break this bad habit before I turn into one of those "pathetic" girls. Only time will tell.